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8 mesecev Azije. 6 drzav. V sirino, visino in globino. Kulture, okolja, delovanja, politike, druzbe, posameznika, narave in mest. Predvsem pa vase. In ob zivljenju prostovoljke v misijonih za sest mesecev v kamboska dekleta. Temu recem Ljubezen.

S-21 (sola trpljenja)


















Bilo mi je slabo, umikala sem pogled. Cutila strah, ko sem hodila po hodnikih sole, ki to nikoli ni zares bila. Nerazumevanje. Spet. Po toliko prebranih knjigah, me je presenetilo, kako zelo me je presenetilo. Se vedno cutim slabost in odpor.

Tako blizu je ta cas, da skoraj se lahko vonjas in cutis ljudi, ki so tukaj s pocasnim kapljanjem krvi izgubljali zivljenje v sebi. 


Niti trenutka nisem bila sposobna preziveta sama s temi stenami.

Ucilnica je gostila nekje 60 do 70 zapornikov. Oznaceni s stevilkami, priklenjeni na tla s tezkimi verigami. Pa vendar to ni bil najtezji del dneva. Naprave za mucenje. Te bolijo.





Verjetno bi dihala lazje, ce bi bila tam s turisti ali sama. Z mano je bilo okoli 15 mladih, katerih starsi so ziveli rezim, ga cutili, ga ljubili in sovrazili.

Preplet podob, ki sem jih videla in zgodb nasih deklet, je v mojo podobo Kambodze vrisal nove crte.


Sudentje, ki zivijo z nami v soli, so prav posebna pozitivna skupinica mladih, s katerimi se ucimo anglescino. Njihova motivacija je visoka, njihovi dnevi naporni, pa se kljub temu ob vecerih z veseljem dobivamo in studiramo skupaj.
International Women's day je dela prost dan in tako dovolj dober razlog, da se skupaj odpravimo na izlet. Castim jaz.
Navdusenje  pritegne se nekaj dodatnih glav in na izlet se odpeljemo z dvema tuk-tukoma neskoncno veselih in zivih in klepetavih prijateljev. 
Koliko kamboskih deklet se lahko stlaci na en tuk-tuk? 
Pa smo vsi koncali s sprehodom po nevsecni soli. Nekateri s solzami, nekateri od nas pa zgolj s slabostjo in kupom vprasanj. 

Toul Sleng, muzej genocida
- srednja sola, ki so jo v casu Rdecih Kmerov preobrazili v zapor in prostor mucenja
- kraj smrti za okoli 20.000 politicnih zapornikov med leti 1975 in 1979
- 5 stavb sprva namenjenih solanju je dobilo novo podobo z bodeco zico, resetkami in zidovi, ki so ucilnice locili na majhne zaporniske celice ter sobice za mucenje
- zapor je naenkrat sprejel med 1000 in 1500 zapornikov, kar je ogromna stevilka za prostore, ki sem jih videla
- zrtve zapora so nasprotniki rezima in pa izobrazenci (ucitelji, zdravniki, studentje, tovarniski delavci, menihi; skupaj z njihovimi druzinami, saj se je kri smatrala za dediscino znanja)
Povprecen cas prezivteja v zaporu: 2 do 3 mesece.

































Life in the prison

Upon arrival at the prison, prisoners were photographed and required to give detailed autobiographies, beginning with their childhood and ending with their arrest. After that, they were forced to strip to their underwear, and their possessions were confiscated. The prisoners were then taken to their cells. Those taken to the smaller cells were shackled to the walls or the concrete floor. Those who were held in the large mass cells were collectively shackled to long pieces of iron bar. The shackles were fixed to alternating bars; the prisoners slept with their heads in opposite directions. They slept on the floor without mats, mosquito nets, or blankets. They were forbidden to talk to each other.[2]
The day in the prison began at 4:30 a.m. when prisoners were ordered to strip for inspection. The guards checked to see if the shackles were loose or if the prisoners had hidden objects they could use to commit suicide. Over the years, several prisoners managed to kill themselves, so the guards were very careful in checking the shackles and cells. The prisoners received four small spoonfuls of rice porridge and watery soup of leaves twice a day. Drinking water without asking the guards for permission resulted in serious beatings. The inmates were hosed down every four days.[2]
The prison had very strict regulations, and severe beatings were inflicted upon any prisoner who tried to disobey. Almost every action had to be approved by one of the prison's guards. They were sometimes forced to eat human feces and drink human urine.[4] The unhygienic living conditions in the prison caused skin diseaseslicerashesringworm and other ailments. The prison's medical staffs were untrained and offered treatment only to sustain prisoners’ lives after they had been injured during interrogation. When prisoners were taken from one place to another for interrogation, their faces were covered. Guards and prisoners were not allowed to converse. Moreover, within the prison, people who were in different groups were not allowed to have contact with one another.[2]

Torture and extermination

Most prisoners at S-21 were held there for two to three months. However, several high-ranking Khmer Rouge cadres were held longer. Within two or three days after they were brought to S-21, all prisoners were taken for interrogation.[2] The torture system at Tuol Sleng was designed to make prisoners confess to whatever crimes they were charged with by their captors. Prisoners were routinely beaten and tortured with electric shocks, searing hot metal instruments and hanging, as well as through the use of various other devices. Some prisoners were cut with knives or suffocated with plastic bags. Other methods for generating confessions included pulling out fingernails while pouring alcohol on the wounds, holding prisoners’ heads under water, and the use of the waterboarding technique (see picture). Females were sometimes raped by the interrogators, even though sexual abuse was against Democratic Kampuchea (DK) policy. The perpetrators who were found out were executed.[2] Although many prisoners died from this kind of abuse, killing them outright was discouraged, since the Khmer Rouge needed their confessions. The "Medical Unit" at Tuol Sleng, however, did kill at least 100 prisoners by bleeding them to death.[5] Medical experiments were performed on certain prisoners. Inmates were sliced open and had organs removed with no anaesthetic. Others were attached to intravenous pumps and every drop of blood was drained from their bodies to see how long they could survive. The most difficult prisoners were skinned alive.[6]

In their confessions, the prisoners were asked to describe their personal background. If they were party members, they had to say when they joined the revolution and describe their work assignments in DK. Then the prisoners would relate their supposed treasonous activities in chronological order. The third section of the confession text described prisoners’ thwarted conspiracies and supposed treasonous conversations. At the end, the confessions would list a string of traitors who were the prisoners’ friends, colleagues, or acquaintances. Some lists contained over a hundred names. People whose names were in the confession list were often called in for interrogation.[2]

Typical confessions ran into thousands of words in which the prisoner would interweave true events in their lives with imaginary accounts of their espionage activities for the CIA, the KGB, orVietnam. Physical torture was combined with sleep deprivation and deliberate neglect of the prisoners. The torture implements are on display in the museum. It is believed that the vast majority of prisoners were innocent of the charges against them and that the torture produced false confessions.

For the first year of S-21’s existence, corpses were buried near the prison. However, by the end of 1976, cadres ran out of burial spaces, the prisoner and their family were taken to the Choeung Ek extermination centre, fifteen kilometers from Phnom Penh. There, they were killed by being battered with iron bars, pickaxes, machetes and many other makeshift weapons owing to the scarcity, and subsequent price of ammunition. After the prisoners were executed, the soldiers who had accompanied them from S-21 buried them in graves that held as few as 6 and as many as 100 bodies.[2]


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